The end.

Already. And that is why I'm so stubborn to give my heart out. I DON'T wear my heart on my sleeve. And THAT'S why I have my guards up. Everything always backfires doesn't it hahah. But whatever, like John said, I have a big heart, and who ever takes it for granted sure is stupid.

I do miss the old me, the one who never gave a rats ass over anyone, who didn't really care if they lost someone. I use to be able to just get the fuck over it. But now .. from what John said, I evolved into a person that actually cares for others now, someone who grew a biiiig heart. HA. So funny.

FML.

Oh & college started. Yay ? Sike. I kinda miss the summer. I miss the BEGINNING of summer. But obviously this seems just like a summer fling doesn't it. Whatevs.

DJKR forever <3

Peace & Love
xoxo

It's funny.

How the sparks can just go away before you know it.

Here I am telling myself how it's nice to finally feel happy again buuuut like always, I say it too soon. How come I'm already left confused and just flustered. The number one thing I HATE being.

Seriously .. if things have changed, don't just force yourself to stay. Do the other person a favor and leave before it's too late.

I like how I was worried it was ME going to be the one leaving again, and fuck everything up. But it's not.

It's funny how the one time I finally let someone in again, it backfires on me.

Peace & Love
xoxo

Amazing.

& I couldn't ask for more (:

Summer time.

Summer time is the shit right now (: Even though all I've been doing lately is baby sitting and dancing. But whatevs ! Beats being at school.

Lots of changes have been happening lately too, and I like it !

So today I hung out with Leslie finally ! First we went to Yogurt World (our home!) with Chula & Andrew. Andrew is sucha handful u_u Oh lord. But it was nice (: Yay catching up ! After dropped off Chula and went to the park for Andrew to play and caught up some more. I missed my bestfriend (: She's the only one that's got meeeeeee <345

Now I'm bored starving ! I'm starting to really miss my parents ); But I guess this is how it feels to live on your own. It was nice finally being able to talk to them again. Since they finally decided to call me and see how I was doing ahhaha. 2 more weeks until they're back.

Oh! I REALLY need to go to the beach soon too. Everyone has gone except for me and Leslie ); It's not summer till I go ! );

Back to babysitting.

Peaceh & Love
xoxo

Happy Camper.

I've been so happy lately (:
It's a change ! And I like it !

Friday night was amaziingg and so fun (: Let's redo it againnnnnn and again and again ! Hahaha. Thanks everyone who came through (;

But I'm amazingly lazy to blog !

Peace & Love
xoxo

Del Mar Fair

1st place ! (: Another one to remember. I love my team so much. & The whole studio actually. Everyone did SO good and I am SO proud.

One more performance and we're dunzo ): Noooo. I love our medley so come & watch next time!

I'm too eh to blog right now. Sooo ttyl.

Peace & Love
xoxo

Growing up.

So being out of high school feels freakin` great ! It's kinda weird because I feel like I have no idea what to do NEXT. Ahhhh life. I miss my friends though ! Gosh, I've been way too busy to hang out. Sucha bummer.

It's great not having to stress over anything anymore. (:

Del Mar is on Thursday and I'm SOOOO stoked for it. Last time I remember, I was in the stands watching the teams perform now it's my turn to actually perform ! (: Yayyyy me. We've had a lot of rehearsals lately. Especially yesterday, Rehearsal 1-3:30 class at 6:30-7:30 and Rehearsal again at 8:30 to 10:30 ! Tomorrow rehearsal at 3:30-5:30 & I hope that's it x_x All this for Del Mar and our medley is freakin` sick ! I am SO excited (:

I'm getting a car soon woop woooop ! Still trying to decide on what though.

Party Friday (: Text me for the deeets.

I really need to get a summer job, like seriously. I HATE the feeling of being broke and having to depend on people.

OH; my parents left for Vietnam yesterday morning. Eeeekkkk. I kinda miss them ! The house feels so lonely w/ just my sister & nephew. But yay freedom ?

Well, I'm really tired. I baked chocolate cheesecake on my own today (: Well w/ 210's instuctions. It's SO nice having her back. My other half !

Peace & Love
xoxo