Summer time.

Summer time is the shit right now (: Even though all I've been doing lately is baby sitting and dancing. But whatevs ! Beats being at school.

Lots of changes have been happening lately too, and I like it !

So today I hung out with Leslie finally ! First we went to Yogurt World (our home!) with Chula & Andrew. Andrew is sucha handful u_u Oh lord. But it was nice (: Yay catching up ! After dropped off Chula and went to the park for Andrew to play and caught up some more. I missed my bestfriend (: She's the only one that's got meeeeeee <345

Now I'm bored starving ! I'm starting to really miss my parents ); But I guess this is how it feels to live on your own. It was nice finally being able to talk to them again. Since they finally decided to call me and see how I was doing ahhaha. 2 more weeks until they're back.

Oh! I REALLY need to go to the beach soon too. Everyone has gone except for me and Leslie ); It's not summer till I go ! );

Back to babysitting.

Peaceh & Love
xoxo

Happy Camper.

I've been so happy lately (:
It's a change ! And I like it !

Friday night was amaziingg and so fun (: Let's redo it againnnnnn and again and again ! Hahaha. Thanks everyone who came through (;

But I'm amazingly lazy to blog !

Peace & Love
xoxo

Del Mar Fair

1st place ! (: Another one to remember. I love my team so much. & The whole studio actually. Everyone did SO good and I am SO proud.

One more performance and we're dunzo ): Noooo. I love our medley so come & watch next time!

I'm too eh to blog right now. Sooo ttyl.

Peace & Love
xoxo

Growing up.

So being out of high school feels freakin` great ! It's kinda weird because I feel like I have no idea what to do NEXT. Ahhhh life. I miss my friends though ! Gosh, I've been way too busy to hang out. Sucha bummer.

It's great not having to stress over anything anymore. (:

Del Mar is on Thursday and I'm SOOOO stoked for it. Last time I remember, I was in the stands watching the teams perform now it's my turn to actually perform ! (: Yayyyy me. We've had a lot of rehearsals lately. Especially yesterday, Rehearsal 1-3:30 class at 6:30-7:30 and Rehearsal again at 8:30 to 10:30 ! Tomorrow rehearsal at 3:30-5:30 & I hope that's it x_x All this for Del Mar and our medley is freakin` sick ! I am SO excited (:

I'm getting a car soon woop woooop ! Still trying to decide on what though.

Party Friday (: Text me for the deeets.

I really need to get a summer job, like seriously. I HATE the feeling of being broke and having to depend on people.

OH; my parents left for Vietnam yesterday morning. Eeeekkkk. I kinda miss them ! The house feels so lonely w/ just my sister & nephew. But yay freedom ?

Well, I'm really tired. I baked chocolate cheesecake on my own today (: Well w/ 210's instuctions. It's SO nice having her back. My other half !

Peace & Love
xoxo

Last day of High School

So it hasn't really hit me yet that I'm done. All of us just walked out of school like we were coming back the next day.

Graduation is on Monday and it all seems so surreal. I'm pretty scared.

So if you all haven't figured it out. I fucked up, so I'm most likely not going to SFSU anymore =/ Fuck me in the ass .. Atleast I'm graduating u_u

Today was the funnest day ever. I love Cakes. Like no joke. I'm going to miss them the most, but in 2 years these bitches better move up to SF like they said ! Anyways first off, we ate at Chili's after school. Us + no food = Starving bitches. We ate soooooo much. Then went to Fashion Valley to try and find a graduation outfit. I swear we were so lazy because we all had food comas ! Hahaha. Ran into people at the mall. Not surprising ! Then after we just went to Raych's house to kicket. Casey came w/ Kobe his dog. Hahahahah. Funniest shit EVERRRR ! Janie is afraid of dog's and this is what happened when Kobe loves her and goes to her first thing !

Now I'm home being lazy and slept most of my friday. How sad ! Oh wellll.

Brother is coming home tomorrow and body rock is tomorrow night. You guys should go ! Cookies has a new set (:

Love & Peace
xoxo

Take me to the bay.

I'm in love w/ San Francisco. I'm soooo excited to leave. Being at orientation really summed it up for me. I have all my classes. I need to find a place to live and I'm set. Ifffffff I raise up my grades =/ which I feel is impossible right now !

Oh how I hate procrastination. Time to study before I procrastinate on that too.

Peace&Love.
xoxo

Memories.

I miss the old days .. where i felt comforted and I felt like I could just be myself. The days where we got along and the days where we just laughed all the time. I guess since it's almost coming to a 2 year point since we met I've been thinking a lot. I miss going to the beach late summer nights and have you sleep over after. I just miss you period.

Moving along is hard .. but I'm still standing aren't I ? I just want to know where everything went wrong so I can stop wondering. Maybe that's the closure I need. I hate thinking we're ever gonna be together again b/c we alwaaays come back to each other. You can't admit that .. but face it .. you don't call saying you miss someone if you didn't still care or still wanted them. Despise the other people we see .. we're always in the back of our head aren't we ):

Prom was great w/ you .. and I'm glad I spent it w/ you even though things didn't go perfectly .. I was still happy it was you out of anyone.

I'm stressed .. but I'm handling it well.

Peace & love.
xoxo