Thursday, August 27, 2009

The end.

Already. And that is why I'm so stubborn to give my heart out. I DON'T wear my heart on my sleeve. And THAT'S why I have my guards up. Everything always backfires doesn't it hahah. But whatever, like John said, I have a big heart, and who ever takes it for granted sure is stupid.

I do miss the old me, the one who never gave a rats ass over anyone, who didn't really care if they lost someone. I use to be able to just get the fuck over it. But now .. from what John said, I evolved into a person that actually cares for others now, someone who grew a biiiig heart. HA. So funny.

FML.

Oh & college started. Yay ? Sike. I kinda miss the summer. I miss the BEGINNING of summer. But obviously this seems just like a summer fling doesn't it. Whatevs.

DJKR forever <3

Peace & Love
xoxo

Thursday, August 13, 2009

It's funny.

How the sparks can just go away before you know it.

Here I am telling myself how it's nice to finally feel happy again buuuut like always, I say it too soon. How come I'm already left confused and just flustered. The number one thing I HATE being.

Seriously .. if things have changed, don't just force yourself to stay. Do the other person a favor and leave before it's too late.

I like how I was worried it was ME going to be the one leaving again, and fuck everything up. But it's not.

It's funny how the one time I finally let someone in again, it backfires on me.

Peace & Love
xoxo

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Amazing.

& I couldn't ask for more (: