Stressed.

Ughhhh. I don't know why I'm getting so worked up over getting ready for college. It's riight around the corner & I have no clue what to do next.

So I have decided to go to SFSU. I'm leaving on March 13 to go take a tour of the college. I'm so excited.

I really really wish YOU would be here. Some "friend". I'm pretty sure when you wanted me to be there for you, I was there. Where are you when it's my turn ? I'm so sick of selfish people. I mean I know I'm selfish, but not that selfish. Shit.

I'm worried about what's next, senior portfolio, making up my two D's, dance, getting my trip organized. kjlfjgalfdjg I just don't know. This is why I fuckin` need you ! I'm getting so .. (#&%(#& over it. & I'm sorry if I blow up. I'm just so full of stress.

I just feel like crying it all out. Cause I'm that much of a baby );

Fuck you .. seriously. You really make me happy I'm leaving.

xoxo